back in school today,
but just dun know why things are just getting more and more tiring for mi each days as it goes by.
Every day that i wake up it will just feel that i get more and mroe tired , more and more dun feel like waking up and do work or go schol for the day jus feel like sleeping forever till i can nv wake up or till i m happie ....
currently in school , physically here but mentally is just not here .
i can feel that i m just passing Time only , passing the day with no objective in mind , i m just like a zombie now ...
zombie "ing" from point A to Point B only .
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REGARDS,
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Damn sia , early morning read news sAW the new that i dun want hear and see,
the new that i know on sat was made official via NEWS and CNA.
that mean those who went ATC will kanna LOA.
reported case , was ask to self monitor .
but no systoms developed or wat so ever now , if tml clear then my ATC personall will be safe ! .
whole day in school do nth but rot cause whole days work is done in just 1 hr .
currently revising my PPDCL theory , test in about 4-5 weeks time ?
and passing rate is about 30% so have to work extra hard to pass in 1st time cuase i want to get my MPA PPCDL license fast !
hahas !!
A crack is STill a Crack, it can nv be sealed back to original form . . . no matter how hard i TRIED TRIED and TRIED .
guess only can do Damage control and minise further crack lines from forming bah .
that al i can do , if it healed or repaired closes to the original form then it will be gd bah but ...
still haiz ...
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the new that i know on sat was made official via NEWS and CNA.
that mean those who went ATC will kanna LOA.
reported case , was ask to self monitor .
but no systoms developed or wat so ever now , if tml clear then my ATC personall will be safe ! .
whole day in school do nth but rot cause whole days work is done in just 1 hr .
currently revising my PPDCL theory , test in about 4-5 weeks time ?
and passing rate is about 30% so have to work extra hard to pass in 1st time cuase i want to get my MPA PPCDL license fast !
hahas !!
A crack is STill a Crack, it can nv be sealed back to original form . . . no matter how hard i TRIED TRIED and TRIED .
guess only can do Damage control and minise further crack lines from forming bah .
that al i can do , if it healed or repaired closes to the original form then it will be gd bah but ...
still haiz ...
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
Sunday, June 28, 2009
part 2 of ppcdl , full 100% of theory but at least not as bad as it was meant or initially thought
not bad , this is not the worse lecture that i have ever attended , at least was able to know what is going on through out the lecure til the end .
NExt stop is theory TEST SMA the follow by PRAC .
really hope that can clear all at one attempt.
now i m closer to that ppcdl card but still got 2 more major stage to cross.
was not in a really gd mood the whole day due to a call ytd to inform mi about smth that was not so nice that have happened. was not allwo to mention wat happen as it was classfied.
so now every call that rings on my phone i will also be afriad to pick it up , as i dun wish to hear that FReaking piece of news tha ti dun want to hear.
Well things happen for a reason , things happen .
well what has done has done , nth can be undone .
expaination have be done, thing will nv be back to the same agian crack line that is form will nv in any way be fix back to the prev form .
as much as i want to salvage this current situation ,condition ,friendship i feel that it is all futile.
nv want such things to happen , but well wat to do ? when smth happends smth solved, same logic as one door closes one door opens.
but this case problem happen but none of those problem that are currently on the line tha tis being solved . . . contradicts dun u think ?
maybe someone will just come and tell mi that life ? well this year is just full of This that are constantly happening ,, dun even have time for mi to breath, well 2009 is just not my year i can sae ?
even wat i applied i di dnot get , rec'd letter from MHA stating my appliation is being rejected,
haiz 2x combo happen in one night .
this is the application that i wanted the most and pinned the most highest hope on yet now it just returned to a complete blank and empty hopes . . .
well is that all that was planned in life for mi to handle and tackle ?
only that FELLOW up there understand and Knows . . .
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not bad , this is not the worse lecture that i have ever attended , at least was able to know what is going on through out the lecure til the end .
NExt stop is theory TEST SMA the follow by PRAC .
really hope that can clear all at one attempt.
now i m closer to that ppcdl card but still got 2 more major stage to cross.
was not in a really gd mood the whole day due to a call ytd to inform mi about smth that was not so nice that have happened. was not allwo to mention wat happen as it was classfied.
so now every call that rings on my phone i will also be afriad to pick it up , as i dun wish to hear that FReaking piece of news tha ti dun want to hear.
Well things happen for a reason , things happen .
well what has done has done , nth can be undone .
expaination have be done, thing will nv be back to the same agian crack line that is form will nv in any way be fix back to the prev form .
as much as i want to salvage this current situation ,condition ,friendship i feel that it is all futile.
nv want such things to happen , but well wat to do ? when smth happends smth solved, same logic as one door closes one door opens.
but this case problem happen but none of those problem that are currently on the line tha tis being solved . . . contradicts dun u think ?
maybe someone will just come and tell mi that life ? well this year is just full of This that are constantly happening ,, dun even have time for mi to breath, well 2009 is just not my year i can sae ?
even wat i applied i di dnot get , rec'd letter from MHA stating my appliation is being rejected,
haiz 2x combo happen in one night .
this is the application that i wanted the most and pinned the most highest hope on yet now it just returned to a complete blank and empty hopes . . .
well is that all that was planned in life for mi to handle and tackle ?
only that FELLOW up there understand and Knows . . .
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Yoz guy back from day 1 of PPCDL course at MCC,
journey there to MCC was terrible , shuttle bus was like !@#$ , so small and need to fight for sits.
1st day by right is only theory then tio ask do go do prac cuase class too big liao ... so when down to do prac without any spare clothings.
but heng weather was nice and gd , no serious OMB case other then planned OMB drill.
5 of us , Jia wei , brendon, desmond, mi and you rui play the boat till like no body bussiness, doing berthing and unberthing , OMB Drill like no body bussiness.
was fun urh pract, but tml will be another long day in class for theory will gonna sleep aigna in class? hope will not be the case.
journey back also another very !@#$ thing cuase we will have to do things all over agian wait fo that bus and fighting for that shuttle bus !!! ARGH !!!! .
guys pray hard for mi tml to clear my one whole DAY of theory lesson ...
in a new aircon room...
haiz why are so many things happening at this time ??? , my phone rang like no ones bussiness just now cuase smth happened...
and i really hope that nth will happen all is just a coax alarm.
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
journey there to MCC was terrible , shuttle bus was like !@#$ , so small and need to fight for sits.
1st day by right is only theory then tio ask do go do prac cuase class too big liao ... so when down to do prac without any spare clothings.
but heng weather was nice and gd , no serious OMB case other then planned OMB drill.
5 of us , Jia wei , brendon, desmond, mi and you rui play the boat till like no body bussiness, doing berthing and unberthing , OMB Drill like no body bussiness.
was fun urh pract, but tml will be another long day in class for theory will gonna sleep aigna in class? hope will not be the case.
journey back also another very !@#$ thing cuase we will have to do things all over agian wait fo that bus and fighting for that shuttle bus !!! ARGH !!!! .
guys pray hard for mi tml to clear my one whole DAY of theory lesson ...
in a new aircon room...
haiz why are so many things happening at this time ??? , my phone rang like no ones bussiness just now cuase smth happened...
and i really hope that nth will happen all is just a coax alarm.
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
Friday, June 26, 2009
dun want to care dun wish to care anymore, Just Fuck care very thing , just wanna get it over
and done with and settled that it . no point caring and doing so much ... end up at square 1
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REGARDS,
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
While I have Ended My Final Area 17 ATC in my Life as a CI liao , because next year chances going ATC again will be super super low, as i will be drafted for NS Life.
this time round be it my final ATC , Things do Happen .
ALmost unable to return home Due to certain case and issue that happen, are not able to mention what happen due to confidential and sensitive materials that are involve.
Can sae that this time round Being a ACC is a complete Diffferent Feeling after all as compare to time being a Group instructor or 1st aider, being CC/ACC u will have to know what is going on and muz always be on the ball.
Even though to people out there might think that this year camp is not successfull or wat but to mi i tink that the camp is all in all done and things are carryin as planned, surely we cannot please every one as always people always ask for higher standards when they see a certain standards being meet, comments are always free andin abundance.
Being Cord to orgnise for camps is 100& not easy where we have such a shortage for manpower and facing challanges such as H1N1 having to be able to work and do last min reaction or changes to contain/prevent unwanted things from happening .
I Feel that most of all the newer batch have learnt things tat are usefull during the camp and hope that they grown better with more experience to deal with or handle situation that happen suddently/those situation that are not in the book or taught b4.
Even though i saw u on day 2 , i can see that u are not feeling very gd/happie for the day, as i m coming back from bahru i can see that u are alone out side the conference room look at the sea in deep thoughts , wanted to go forward to ask u what happened , but in the end i did not went forward becuase i m afaid that it might just add on more to ur current status , as previous days u u are not very happie towards me.
but when u are going back that time i notice certain action that u have shown, while showing mi that very weired , are u trying to show mi smth ???
if yes i m now still trying to decode what u are trying to express to mi .
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
this time round be it my final ATC , Things do Happen .
ALmost unable to return home Due to certain case and issue that happen, are not able to mention what happen due to confidential and sensitive materials that are involve.
Can sae that this time round Being a ACC is a complete Diffferent Feeling after all as compare to time being a Group instructor or 1st aider, being CC/ACC u will have to know what is going on and muz always be on the ball.
Even though to people out there might think that this year camp is not successfull or wat but to mi i tink that the camp is all in all done and things are carryin as planned, surely we cannot please every one as always people always ask for higher standards when they see a certain standards being meet, comments are always free andin abundance.
Being Cord to orgnise for camps is 100& not easy where we have such a shortage for manpower and facing challanges such as H1N1 having to be able to work and do last min reaction or changes to contain/prevent unwanted things from happening .
I Feel that most of all the newer batch have learnt things tat are usefull during the camp and hope that they grown better with more experience to deal with or handle situation that happen suddently/those situation that are not in the book or taught b4.
Even though i saw u on day 2 , i can see that u are not feeling very gd/happie for the day, as i m coming back from bahru i can see that u are alone out side the conference room look at the sea in deep thoughts , wanted to go forward to ask u what happened , but in the end i did not went forward becuase i m afaid that it might just add on more to ur current status , as previous days u u are not very happie towards me.
but when u are going back that time i notice certain action that u have shown, while showing mi that very weired , are u trying to show mi smth ???
if yes i m now still trying to decode what u are trying to express to mi .
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Will be away for Back to Nature Chalet @ ubin ,
every time round will be a Different Feeling and experience
hope this time round we are able to make history and able to have a wonderful and positive experience @ my Chalet ...
let us work hand in hand and achieve the impossible and a Wonderful , Success Camp !
will be back around from 24 june onwards
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REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
every time round will be a Different Feeling and experience
hope this time round we are able to make history and able to have a wonderful and positive experience @ my Chalet ...
let us work hand in hand and achieve the impossible and a Wonderful , Success Camp !
will be back around from 24 june onwards
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THANKS
REGARDS,
JASONFAT ]
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