backed from reassessment what i can sae and feel that this time round my presentation was better then the 1st time and i have hope of passing it this time round but i dun put to much high hopes so as to prevent disappointment later.
haiz ...

so rush back to unit after my presentation wat i see was the usual 11 person who turn up for parade. and the promotion i aready know who to promote and who will fail the test liao by their response today.

after that back home cancel and push all my plan for the day and just rest at home do nth but resting and packing of dog nest room that is like a war zone with thing flying here and there hanging from edge of my table =X

and tml is going to be the same lesson with same program just as the normal usual day to day standard lesson format haiz ....
goint camp on sat and sun , which mean either tml or friday will have to start packing.
and UT on MONDAY wat a day to have UT straight after camp with no spare time to study ... haiz ...
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WAh chui !! long time no exercise ar one shot ytd did 10 km night hike with my unit cadets !
wah from LCK to NIE to NTU back to unit !

was deployed as 1st aider cuase i only one with 1st aid kit :( , so along the way have to be on alert for any one that shout MEDIC or 1st aider haiz ..

but ok la throught the whole journety only less then 10 down, and only need to open the red kit 1 time which is a good thing, also show that the cadets are FIT de !!!!
GOOD job CADETS ! hahas

but the rest of the offcers and some of us was cursing and swearing cause the route was long especially the route that i my was deployed with sian !!!

but nvm la cuaes at least i got a change to walk and burn out my extra weight :P
caue as said long time nv exercise liao
whole journey took about 2 hr plus consider not bad liao as it is a 10 km journey with slope up and down.

but today wake up knee cap pain ! body ach abit but worse is that i cannot even concentrate during lesson cause not enought sleep .... hiaz
was in a half daze mode today.
not even listerning to lesson at all man.

TML is my BIG day ! PP Reassessment day followed by unit training , then send my psp for servicing plus hair cut hahas :)
so guys pls Pray for mi to for passing of my reassessment tml !!
THANKS !
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haiz days nv update le as usual Damn power pack week for mi whole week pack last week Damn need to rush barang for my reassessement need to reedit the 2k report and and reedit my poster ! ARGH but heng finally chiong all out but still pending for my advisor comment and REASSESSMENT IS on WED and why muz event always crash with things that i plan b4 hand de !!! sian la after assessment i still need to rush back unit to condutct training ! ARGH JUST hate this feeling that things thatare planned out just crash and spoil all my plans !.

ytd back from IPC ytd same thing learn and refresh my mermory about drills by which i have not touch for dun know how long liao about mths ? hahas even since CCA step down.
but still ok la able to grab then back caue got foundation liao ? =x

today was no better cuase need to wake early go for final meet up for the camp and prepare for DAY 0 of the camp!

NEXT Week will be a damn pack week agian for mi monday UT and lesson till 1645, then go home, off to unit agian for unit CUG camp night hike ! at 1900hrs , tuesday meet up advisor agian for reassesment ! sian !

wed reassessment liao ! follow by a damn packed time sch to rush back to unit for training
sat camp liao = weekend burn ( all sat burned since start of oct till now ) ,

sunday also burned for camp at JWSS SAT and SUN ! , but leaving on sun after last activity cause got SCHOOL !!! hahas
damn packed week for me agian
just hope next week them the time andplan will not be so damn packed ...
so kakis pls pray for me tooo ! :)
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Wah today really is a up and down day for mi sia !!!

morning wake up breakfast the slack aways b4 meeting B2 for Shoot at SG gun Club
and guess WAT B2 WAS late ! but we reach there still on time ! hahas
so wat we did was just go there reg talk talk with the RCI ( range conducting Instructors)
then off we go shoot pigeons !! hahas clay pigeon btw not live pigeons =X.

I was level up to go shoot angle shot which means have to trace the target from an angle and engage it much more harder then the straight shot where u stand straight infront of the bunker.
at 1st cannot grab the timing then after few rnds manage to get it and wa la can engage atlear 20 out of 25 shots !
had a very fun and destress time there spend about 60 bucks fired about 63 rounds of 12 gauge shells was fun u can really destress there
so kakis out there if u are interested do tell mi cuase i go there quite freq depends on my mood too hahas ( dun worrie u will enjoy trust mi 2 of my fren go liao also tio hook liao hahas )

but came back home was damn sad agian all my plans all screwed because of a email , saying my reassessment date of my my project and it crash with my unit refresher course training DAMN !
need to look for my kakis to help mi tong for a while while i m gone for the assessment ! haiz
alotof things needed to be done and i m only left with less then a week haiz ,..... looks like sleep less night for mi agian ! ! ! ...
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PS for not updating for so many days
cause this happened one after another

Bloody hel monday aready kana the worse FAiled my assessment
then followed by whorse team allocation for the weeks ! wah lan sian til max max max !!!!
which made my strive and motivation for that week dropped till the deepest valley of all valley !
so wat i did is just to pass time for the purpose to pass time as i totally lose all the motivation mah !
but would like to tank my kakis who have encourage mi to move on througt the weeks !!!!!
u know who u guys are ! u guys are truly my kakis !!! ! :)

went for Spec course IPC , only did i realise that all those knots and lashing knowledge that i have learn and i know i are just on the surface as compared to what my seniors and mentor have know really learn a lot during the session today ! so was drills session even though the harvest was not as muhc as compared to knots sesionbut i think as the session as a whole i have learn a lot !
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dun know wat the F is going on now
knn nv been in this F up mood for such a long time liao , ever since i saw my results then stupid F up feeling is all back NB .

may be i have take things for granted may be i have been very complacence may be i have been too slack may be i just wanna get things over and done with may be it is karma maybe it is i have over looked may be i m trying to act smart may be i m try to be the special one ? ? ? who know only fellow up there knows ! that y i m ended up with this stage now ! ! !

world is so damn funny when u need people the most none will be there but when u dun need them the most all will be on standby for u dun u think it is very funny ???

have been thinking one the way back from school having time out for my self and thinking and thinking numerious topic came through my mind it really made me reflect on my self what i have done so farrr if not for the failture that i have gottan today i might not even know such and see such things in another view of life so should this be a blessing in camo ? well only the fellow up there knows ! ...

every one all seems so Damn busy or may be i choosen the wrong time or things are just purposely meant to be like that and thats what people out there called life ???

for the whole day after seening the results when it is being release , my kakies notice the change in me as i suddently gone into a DIAM state but kakies out there dun worrie mi will be fine !
just give mi some time to cool and time for my self and i will be fine ...

i will nv seek defeat ! as victory is so near and reachable when i regroup and plan my attrack agian !
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wah so long nv update liao been a week liao but bo pian that 1 week was super busy and DL week for mi so nv updates liao hahas.

backed from area 1 Atc rafting !
as usual wake up 0400 plus do barang barang take 6 am train and bus to reach jetty
but only this different is that there is no Dy coming with us hahas for area 1 de atc :)
As this started happening !


saw SOTONG also , go there do nth but chop wood and play bicycle, then get an extra shirt but we do like hell but nv get :( booo....
not fair mux compain to dragon king liao ! give sotong dun want give sea trainer !
but time and journy there was damn sian ! cuase always kana suan siao but my gang bloody mark to let the cat out and now kana suan siao from changi to ubin , ubin back to changi still kana suan siao ...... i will remember u mark !!!

but can sae that some of the area 1 cadets area good at lashings , maybe they have their revision during the day1 of their ATC or aready they are very zhai !
cause out ot eh 3 cycles i was down for 2 as the group instr then i can see that one of the cycle their lashing was so zhai that they can use the raft to go down water and up depite how i jump on the raft and pull and turn the raft when it is on water it just wun break down ... power leh their raft ! , but they also had a hard time untieing them cause they try it too hard lioa hahas ...

but on our journe back from ubin reaching changi one of the jetty jump instr was being detain and question for him bring a knife that was more then 3 inches long ?
but heng after few time of questioning the aetos officers let him off.
then for the rest of us we go have dinner lo with WB ps us .

reached home damn tired and KO with the earliest time record ! 2330 hrs
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wah thiam ar thiam !!!
back from area 13/14 Atc kayaking
wah the cycle was terrible man !
mother nature is against us cadets also against us tooo
Even DY also sae he see them also feel thiam for us ...
hahas

cuase they came in one area after another so we have to break out to 2 group and teach each group only have 3 or 4 instr so was siong on manpower plus at time cadets did not really listen to our instruction so you know the answer lor ...
mother nature Mr Dragon King also keep sending big wave to shore 1 after 1 so was hard for us to teach then embarking and disembarking and launch then out

and i saw my COusin hahas but due to bad sea condition did not capsize him hahas : P
but i also did a bad thing that is i lost my friends specs when i capsize him ....

But i did my virgin kayaking teaching !!! today ! at resilience ! hahas
got to check out stomp liao cuase ytd after kayaking all of us went makan and was "enjoying" our self with all soft of crap and eetc
so later going to see if we made headlines a not hahas

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