Just realise after view my own blog that i have not updates for about 3 day a liao
so let mi here by update it for nw .
For this few day that have pass wasn't in the mood or rather i should sae that i was so damn tired and busy.
once reach home i just fall down flat on bed and KO.

Things started to happen, almost a war, as a group or instr took up the the job of designing t-shirts,but the design that came out was not really agreeable with the rest,so emails start flying around, of course for mi i also join in the flying of e-mail,the reason i did that was to make my point of the unfair system of polling and the datelines.
but all in all UN can out to settle the flying of e-mails and the war now have gone in the state of colling down or cease fire. let hope this coming meeting will not spark of another round of civil war as it will not look good in for our area.
NOW ATC IS JUST ABOUT 15 DAYS AND FEW HRS AWAY ... ... ... CAN U FEEL THE HEAT ?
thing area staring to come out 1 by 1 like kitlist,tent grouping, activity proposal, logs and etc.
it is starting to form up the camp structure le, soon all this small pieces will form up the 2008 ATC camp.


when in school i was just super duper sian why i say so , u can imagine that ur school week is 4 days and all these 4 days u do nth but just see and play and interact with those circuit boards and doing calculation and all those very funny Physics formulas OMG will go crazy one day just form calculation Haiz, really need to go find/buy a book on the circuits liao if not i will vomit blood in class the die there ! .

hiaz these always feel like going ot talk to u or chat wit u over msn but every time i say the word hi , after that i do not know what to sae after that because ur reply to mi was always 1 word and at time i tried to talk to u , u are busy ... ... i really hope that after the event this sun my missile will be able to hit u and not miss like the other time. i still held on the hope that we will be able to work together. i did not give up th e hope even though i know that the chances now are very very slim. missing u in progress ... ...
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Approaching Each Day
By: Author Unknown

I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have.

Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free.

Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.

Today I can grumble about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive.

Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.

Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses.

Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships.

Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to go to!

Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with knowledge and adventure.

Today I can dejectedly murmur because I have housework to do or I can feel grateful for shelter for my mind, body and soul.

Today stretches ahead of me, waiting to be shaped, and here I am, the sculptor who gets to do the shaping. What today will be like is up to me. And I shall decide what kind of day I shall have!"

How will you live THIS DAY?

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Today when for reconnaissance trip with my area mates, wake up damn early in the morning to catch the train just to reach changi jetty at 0900, had breakfast there.
boarded the boat , reached our beloved island ubin.
whole team decided not to movfe on wheel but on our "kah", reach campsite do admin stuff and was avoiding the Hornaet at the campsite mind u it is hornet not bee.
check out the tentage area and c if we can fit in the whole sec 2 and 3 at noodin campsite
after they did their calculation and measurement only to reliase that they have made a waste trip cause there is a post at the tenage area that state the max or approx number of tents that it is able to hold.

After that we left campsite for main land, had lunch at BK at white sands,after that my monkey empire mates head off the beach rd to stock up on our camping barang barang.
I can tell u i did my shopping spree there and spend and chop price like no body business =X

Disclaimer ! !
contents below involve certain degree of person attack or shooting , strong language pls read and view at ur own risk ! not suitable for those below 18 thanks if u are uncomfortable pls leave thanks

All i can say the whole trip and even today was ok la quite meaningfull
but was sort of piss off with People i shall not mention name if u are clever u should know .
I also dun know What the Fuck have i done wrong or what, that fellow just gave mi the fucking look and expression, also pls can u guys out there pls at least tell mi what the fuck have i done ? so that i can at least know ???
stop giving mi that bloody Fucking expression and looks,it is not as if i have done what Major Fucking mistake that will have to results in this fucking treatment ? and the true is i dun even know WTF mistake that i have done to tio this type of treatment.

KNN, i dun reply or i just show a smiling face does not mean that u people can climb over my head and pee on my head it is just that i choose a much more peaceful way to end or resolve the situation, if u guys force my to resort to a much more nasty way to resolve i can just that i dun want to.
U go ask around those who have spoken to u or u have spoken to , go ask them how they think about u , i can assure u that they is just as piss off as i m trust mi ! !
they will share the common thinking with mi.


pardon my strong language there as it is what that i have been thinking through in my mind thanks

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Today lesson was at all very fine but till the start or 3rd meeting where there is a change of facti.
and i can tell u this temp facti is so GL till i can compare wit my prev sem tmp facti also
he just ask question for the sake of it and also is only interested in the code that we have , and he still dare to ask us to present our work.
then what for ask us to present when u are only interested in ur codes. we muz well give u our code in word and u jolly well go back home and read and digest it and give us the grade later ?
DAmn piss of during the 3rdmeeting and 6p bloody hell .

sian ar ytd when i fired my missile agian i have missed agian and today when i tried to fire agian i again missed the target as my target have fire counter measure to defeat my missile so today it went pass with mi feeling very disappointed and sad . cause since last yr i have tried to ask u out but none of the attempt have seens to work,wanted to to book an appointment with u earlier u said u cannot comfirm and will have to confirm later, but then the dates is nearer i asked u agian u will say that u will have smth on for that day cannot go out...
but nvm as mention i will keep my eyes on the radar screen and will fireonce at will wheni see a chance next time. lets hope that we will have chance to work together in the very near future in the coming activity... ...
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Don't Quit when
the tide is lowest
for it's just about
to turn:
Don't quit over Doubts
and question
For there's something
you might learn

Don't quit when
then night is the darkest
For it's just a while Till Dawn:
Don't quit When you've
run the farthest,
For the race is almost won

Don quit when
the hill is the steepest,
For your goal
is almost night:
Don;t quit for your're
not a failure
Untill u fail to try
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Haiz i now finally know and understand that the longer u nv use ur brain the rustier is will get.
imagine that i have not used them much for about 1 academic year ago dun count holidays.
once the start of my Year to i got a super shock of my life and now are still trying to lubricate my brain to make it work agian.
cause once start i tio bomb with Maths simuation EQs and as u guys know my maths aready going chui and u bomb mi suddently without me getting warm up i definatly chui till pieces
just like today spend almost the whole of 2nd meeting doing sim EQ with my team then get the wrong snd i nthe end wil u get crazy ? for mi i go crazy as i have to go back to check all my possible wrong working is like hell to mi man.
so till now i was DAmn tired till now la DAMN SIan sia
also havfe to start after school for the PP workshop but nvm can earn 2 da sill not bad
but the mext big thing that is up for my school work is my PP outline that will be due in 5 working days sian.. ... ...

i can feel the heat now ! 24more days to atc , reccee will be up either this week or next sat.
looking forward to this sat meeting/reccee and the activities after that hahas
too bad only my monkey empire mates know it =X hahas ! :D
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Today is SAT !!!

did nth but just recovering all my time sleeping and gaining my energy back.
was chatting with my monkey empire mates .
only till i realise that we really can click, why i say so because up to about 90% of the topic that we caht on msn all of use also agree upon it and also we have lots of common topic.
also lets hope that we will be able to board our very own boat as we are now waiting on the jetty for quite sum time le ! .
ok guy lets have a review and check we are now about 28 days away from atc so i can now feel the heat aready

to make the matter worse jetty jump instructor course crash with my area de propose recee day sian AR cannot go to be certified as a instructor laio shack! .
nvm lor wat can i do ? just wait for the next course then go agian lor, futher most all my Areamate that wanted to go is underage ! haha =X ( i m old liao ) only i can go as i have over hit the age limit.


ok lets hope the results that i m waiting from u will be a result that i wanted to hear , casue it has been so long ever since i wanted to ask u out le but all the time it failed.
so let mi hope for the best bah ! and may all things go went on that mention date bah ...
waiting in progress ... ... ...
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Today is Wednesday !
wahahas to year 2s and 3 will mean that it is a off day for them!!!
so do i .
but have to wake up early cuase need to meet up my ci mate for meeting about the setting up of the new IG which is Npcc IG, now we have very thing all done up and wat we are now waiting is the season for New IG to begin. so lets hope that all our efforts will not be wasted as we have planned out alot of things to be implemented once the IG is a success !
so friends out there pls pray for us and hope that our effort will not go to waste.
We are playing things step by step going to start a interest group then slowly to move towards a open unit in the future to come.
so for now it is still a interest group for CIs only :D so those once npcc cadets who want to join sorry gotta wait =X


OMG 2nd week of school reopen , i suspect that there is some miscommunication or some misunderstanding,among my classmate, out of a sudden i got a super cold shoulder from this classmate of mine...
the only possible situation that such instance will occur is what i and me know, but i really hope that what i suspect wasn't true.
because it is just not possible, let just hope tat my classmate have read this, as it is really almost impossible to go ask face to face as it will be very funny and will be like a joker...

so since ytd it has mark the official start of schools academic term,which means that to ask or date u out will be almost impossible as both of us have our own commitments to comply to. so lets really hope that we will have chance to work together as i know that the chance is already very slim because i will almost know the result liao. so lets hope that miracles really happen bah.
will not let my eyes of the radar screen ! and i will fire at will when i spot the chance.
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Almost cannt wake up for today's meeting, imgine having ur weekends burned for events from Hq,area,unit. Friday.
tio combo for this 3 days why i say so imgine friday back to unit,have normal unit training,after that combine camp1st meeting,which end about 7 plus in the night.
following by the HQ event next day that start around 1 plus and end around 8-9 plus, also the next day wake up about 7 plus and chiong for meeting.
totaled this 3 days of sleeping hrs i have slept for less then 10 hrs wah lao damn tired la
currently running on pure adrenaline going ko any time i finish this post ! ARGH.
but funny thing is during meeting today we spot a very rare event which is a Bombing run by to "super power" c how they shoot and defend their point !
wahahas damn rare chance to see that cause most of the tim eis only "super powers " shooting or bombing the 3rd world or young country. but heng the bombing run was being solve by UN interference.
looking forward for the next meeting to c if there is any more bomb run agian cause this year camp is abit diff from the prev years...

spotted this story during my web browsing hrs. i believe tat we as humans or instructors should the properties of bamboo that is to bend when u are under presure and to srping back once the presure is gone so as to guide ur underlings and give them instruction and not to break and lost control of the whole situation.

One of my fondest memories as a child is going by the river and sitting idly on the bank. There I would enjoy the peace and quiet, watch the water rush downstream, and listen to the chirps of birds and the rustling of leaves in the trees. I would also watch the bamboo trees bend under pressure from the wind and watch them return gracefully to their upright or original position after the wind had died down.

When I think about the bamboo tree's ability to bounce back or return to it's original position, the word resilience comes to mind. When used in reference to a person this word means the ability to readily recover from shock, depression or any other situation that stretches the limits of a person's emotions.

Have you ever felt like you are about to snap? Have you ever felt like you are at your breaking point? Thankfully, you have survived the experience to live to talk about it.

During the experience you probably felt a mix of emotions that threatened your health. You felt emotionally drained, mentally exhausted and you most likely endured unpleasant physical symptoms.

Life is a mixture of good times and bad times, happy moments and unhappy moments. The next time you are experiencing one of those bad times or unhappy moments that take you close to your breaking point, bend but don't break. Try your best not to let the situation get the best of you.

A measure of hope will take you through the unpleasant ordeal. With hope for a better tomorrow or a better situation, things may not be as bad as they seem to be. The unpleasant ordeal may be easier to deal with if the end result is worth having.

If the going gets tough and you are at your breaking point, show resilience. Like the bamboo tree, bend, but don't break!

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I finally found a Friend that have or share the common feeling with mi Wahahas

when i meet up my CI mate to "leave" class early was on the train when we start to talk about or individual unit's issue and matter, then i realize tat we both shared the same common thinking, why i say so cause what ever that we talk about we seems to know and understand each others point of view and then way we convey our self to the cadets is almost similar, we have the same definition of what we think "OLD" birds should do. ....

shall not talk much about this topic as it is very sensitive and it will be lead to a very sensitive topic and issue when i began talking about that want to know more of my definition u can come ask me personally.

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Today was having mixed feeling the whole day, the feeling got worse when i was at work, and when i leave my for place for the last time.
i had this very strong sad feeling that i have to leave this place after 5 mths of training at the place, no more calls to ans, no more lucky draws to see who get the best and easy calls , no more dispute , not more ptp,no more calls stats to hit !
all have come to an end .
from now onwards i will have to focus all my energy in my unit and my school work !
and as for the work ? may be leave it till holidays bah
i have decided to leave every thing behind and full stream ahead for my unit and school work at my 1st priory.
others are all now at my side alway from my point of view now.

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today 1st my 1st day of school as year 2
hahas seeing those year 1 today reallly allow mi to think back to those days when i m a year 1
as mention my my friends they looked sort of like noobs =X
but one point that i really need to point out is that when ever it reach the break out all the food courts is flooded with people and not to mention buying food even by finding sits is very hard !!!
ARGH ! more people is fight food and sits with us liao
we muz fight till the end !!!! =X

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Wah piang was super sian
due to a visit of my " old friend" that leave mi a swollen leg and now having walking difficulty

By looks i will have to restrict myself from all my fav activities like my attending my parades and going work.

so now was super sian just watch how my parade personnel did the whole parade
i can say it was quite a good one despite it was a female commander but the way she deliver the command and the way she conduct the parade was a nice one so looks like the constant training for this whole weeks does help ! so keep up the good work !!!!! SIs and parade personnel ! =X

IT is official i will be resigning from my post of CCC at SH this coming Thursday 10 of April.
after 6 mth of working there it is now my turn to leave :'( due to the reason of studies
so to my colleagues at MOL tech all the best in ur future endeavors
may we be colleagues again in the future ! :D

Found this song that is currently playing to be very meaningful and hope u guys will like it too :D
hope u guy will be able to find out the meaning to this song as different person will have different understand to this song !
so it is all urs to find out !

it has been 4 days since i last chat/msg u and for this past few days i have not seen u online.
so will i ever have a chance to hit u with my missile only fate will tell bah
wish to sms u ytd but i believe that it is due to my will that did not made mi did that in the end, as my mind was filled with the though of what happen if u nv reply me and it will be again a false hope ... ...
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Guess that all great thing really will come to an end, when i m typing this post i have just finished typing my letter of resignation from my Job at SH due to Studies issue was not able to continue
as it will be a start of a new year for me so would need some time got me to settle down 1st before looking for job agian.

Well it is really true that things will really come to an end be it Super good friendship or those hi bye friendship. it is all part and parcel of nature will and way.
just look at the passing stream of water in the river have u seen to pieces of branches meet together and flow forever till the end of the river ?

the answer is NO all thing will come to an end and the branches will move apart sooner or later by the current of the water.
so in life just treasure what u have and life ur life to the fullest, leave no regret behind,cause u will nv know when u will get the chance to change that regret or u may nv have a chance again !

so friends out there dun be sad that things have to come to an end, look at it in another view, when one door close another opens, look at it as it is another chance for u all to enjoy all the nice moments agian with a different settings.
That is what i have been telling my friends during those moment of departures be it a end of class sems or friends leaving us to another place.
only relieve those special moments in ur heart dun be sad be happie instead !

hiaz why why why have been firing missile after missile during hoildays but was unable to hit u and school term is starting for mi and ur 2 so will i still have a chance to be back here at my command post to fire missile at u ? ? ?
haiz only fate and time will tell ... ... ...
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