Wah time flies
Year3 Sem 1 have come to an end !
every thing just seems TOO fast once sept hits by the time u know is already Christmas le
BUT till then is Holiday !
5 WEEKS ! WAHAHAS !
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Wah today finally come to an end !
Whole damn day was so Freaking pack
from 2pm all the wat to 2000 !
2 UTs and 1 Theory test paper !
all come to and end le !
Wahahas !
PASSED my PPDCL Theory Test ! now is PRAC coming up next !
Wahahas !

sian back injury back to haunt mi liao AR .... sian ...
pain cannot even sit up straight ..
sian

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So many friends brothers and sisters around mi .
Yet none is able to help mi when i needed the help the most .
haiz ...
well that life i would sae
at the end of the day i m still feeling so empty ...
haiz

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Virus feels so empty suddenly , is because of the withdrawal syndrome that he is suffering,as he physical action does not tally with his heart's action .

hmm to him he feels that one he made this stand gave tat reply , it is no point every night staying up so late just to wait for answer , weather to see u online or to see ur sms or etc.
it is no point for so much that he has done .
all of tat will just have to come to a stop.
every thing that he had done all have come to a halt and stopped.
no point carry on any more with no results . . .
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why when i wanted to release my clenched fist
my heart is tell mi other wise ?
haiz ...
i need enlightenment ! pls
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I believe it is time to let go , no point holding on to things so tightly with my 2 fists fully clenched so tightly till the nails starts cutin to flesh.
because i was enlighten by a quote that i happened to read from on the net ." the harder u hold on / clench on to ur fist , it is only that much that u can hold on with that 2 tightly clench fist , Why not let it go, open up ur fist and let many many others stuffs to come and rest on my palms."
which i will believe when fists are opened up u will be opeing up to many chances that will come be as both fists are empty so u are free to hold on to any that passes by... ...

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CCB ! u want to play this way ? no problem i will PLAY EVEN BIGGER ! KNN !!! CCB !!!

some CBK want to play stunt , just see lor ! more shows ! up head ! look out for channel Jasonfat !
too bad i can be super friendly and super siao with u but u knn come F my place OR step my toes , then too bad i will F u back 10x the amount that u came to F mi.
i dun give a F who this CBK is even son of P i also F , NB CCB !

CONGRAZ CBK U JUST SPOILED MY F MOOD FOR THE NIGHT , IT SHOULD BE THE PROUDEST MOMENT OF UR LIFE TIME ENJOY WHILE IT LAST. . .

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Mr J though he had get it over ! , but he hasn't !

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The Song would relate wat i m feeling right now ?
每个人都在问 我到底还在等什麽
等到春夏秋冬 都过了难道还不够
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口 等待拿走的人把它还给我
每个人都在说 这种爱情没有结果 我也知道
你永远都不能够爱我 其实我只是希望
你有时想一想我 你却已经渐渐渐渐什麽都不再说

我睡不著的时候 楔ㄦ有人陪著我
我难过的时候 楔ㄦ有人安慰我
我想说话的时候 楔ㄦ有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候 你楔ㄦ来疼我
你知不知道 你知不知道 我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道 你知不知道 我等到花儿也谢了


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对的！就是你Mr Fat 喜欢的人就是你！！！
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Fyp today is just Chuied or rather it is successful ?
hmmm well only when results are release we will know bah
Question just come shooting when we just started presenting, and we can have accessor asking wrong Questions or mis understand our project scope.
but nevertheless our project's aim really have rouse interest in our Accessor which in turn Gave us tons of idea to help us do our projects.
till then just pray hard for our results bah !
haiz ...
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Mr J have just Far too many thing to sae le !
just dun know how to open his mouth or phrase it to tell u .
yes u ! no body but just U !
Mr J hope that u can be back to ubin real soon !
will miss u deep deep tiill u are back ! said Mr J
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After so much have been done, Mr J still cannot get over it and move on , although Mr J think that after those thing that he have done he can move on and carry on life as per normal , but it is just impossible because flashbacks still comes back and haunt him !
even though officially IT nv started at all which is true , it nv started at all but Mr J just feel that it has started for him. but well it is just another one way traffic lor is wat Mr J can say .

Mr J have finally understand what is going on this few days le , but the feeling is totally different when u know that a person is there , they might not be 100% always beside but atleast u know that they are there . and knowing that the person is not there the feeling it totally Different .

Mr J will really hope that u and him will be true and things worked out agian justlike last time, but he himsself know that it is impossible , or hardly possible...
Mr J would really really wish that one chance where to be given to him but will he be granted that one more chance ? to submit in that application during application season for Ms X ? will only she has that ans . . .
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Out of all this Big Circle that i m Turning and moving i m still back to Square 1 ,
that is all alone and infront of my com , thinking and reflecting.

it is all fate ? is it the destined path that i have been assigned to take for mi for my life ?
to keep on beating round the bush and ended up back to the same starting point either lossing someone that i care about or concern about OR ended up at the same spot as per wat i started ? no movement at all ?

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Well this 2 days Mr J have been alone reflecting about what has happen for the pass few weeks ,
and true enough several issue that he have though about really come to his mind and he still cannot think of an answer.
no matter how much he have though of it how long he has gone to reflection he will nv and it is NV have think of an answer out . . .
there are also several this such as 水能载舟，亦能覆舟 | 良心超法律，真理天下平 | 修身齐家,治国平天下.
all this sentence are VERY True and each sentence Do represent smth and if u really give deep thought to go in and think through u will understand how each of this quotes actually come in to ur life and interface with ur life.

for his past few days duno why Mr J will always feel that there is smth that is missing , but it is just that he cannot really describle that missing feeling or Wat is that missing item or feeling and where does it came from .
it is someone that have been absent for that 2 days or is it a feeling that Mr J have not been experiencing ?
which is which ?
answer is who will know ? even mr J does not know , but will his Brothers and his friends knows the answers ? ?
if they know PLEASE come forward and enlighten Mr J , let him see the light ...
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Mr J Guessed that there is not more chance anymore NO MORE Such chance le no more !!!! ...

There is also no point any more to carry on the storying telling any more.
every thing will come to and end now .
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Today Mr J have ponned lesson , all thanks for the delay of the train that spoiled his mood totally .
during the journey back Mr J took a longer route to get home , the Route that his has not take for a long long time.
During back images and flash back of that had happened in the past kept on coming back to haunt him ,which lead to him thinking that why is it always getting so close then it all will have to get to and end... why why why and why , this question keep on coming on to his mind time after time.

Just like when MR J went out with Ms X and gang out , most of the things that Mr J have done is like so many Donkey years ago , and now he is doing it all over agian just because of her.
Things like K session, movie session. all this have not been happening in Mr J's life ever since about 2 years ago since the last time he had with that Someone , no matter who ask MR J out for such event in the past MR J would reject such offers because he do not want to let past memory to came back to haunt him again when he is going for K or movie or event that he had gone before with that someone in the past.
but it is just strange that MR J is going for such events agian when Ms X is present in those events, may be there is some very special attraction force that is pulling Mr J over , with th knowledge that past memories may be back to haunt him but he still went ahead.

is it Mr heaven is playing tricks on him about R/S or it is just fate that it is meant to be this way or is it some one have been putting a curse on him ?
be it Ms X or Ms S or any Ms X,Y,Z ,or who ever ...
why why why why and why is always the question Mr J ask him self and will nv get an answer back ...
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It is virus story time ,

Friends of Mr J keep asking him why and wat made him like Ms X ?
All Mr J would sae is that it is that un describable feeling that once MR J saw Ms X , those feeling is like a feeling that Mr J had nv feeled b4, a force that is attracting Mr J to Ms X , though MR J have many Females friends, some are even close to him , but all of those females friends that feeling that Mr J has is nv present in any of his female friends but only exists on Ms X .
though Mr J had face lots of diffculty in the process but though all he had launched 2 attack to declare his feelings towards Ms X but both attempts failed.

and Mr J had gone though the more saddest period which is about his wrong move of him to show biasness to wards her for certain event, as it really results in a very bad turn out.
but Mr J would like to thank Mr Y for that chance to sit down with Ms X after the course to talk out though the session is not a very nice session at least Mr J knows that where he had done wrong and how to improve for the better from there.

that really lead to a 1 mth plus plus slient stand down between Mr J and Ms X , during that period of time for Mr J every thing came crashing down , most of the things that always seemed right for Mr J started to go wrong , even simple programing langangue can go wrong for him , all injuries started coming back to find him.
All things just dun seems to work well for him , he is just like a walking zombie , with no goals and vision set in mind, everyday is just walking to school get in class , lunch eat , presentation present, lesson finish go home and sleep , and cycle repeats for him ...

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ARGH ! DAMN !
MY back injury worsen le ! damn !

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Virus story telling time , , ,

Mr J have known Ms X for about 4 months, 16 days or 138 days since the day MR J meet Ms X in one of the event that both of them helped out.
it is about 4mths , and this 4 mths Mr J have gone through very happy times with Ms X and also Sad times with Ms X , well sad times all Mr J can blame is to blame him self for doing such stunts and cause Ms X to be angry , so Mr J cannot blame any one , but him self.
though 4 mth is not very long nor is it very short , all MR J can sae is that he had Very enjoyable time and it is Time well Spend with Ms X .
be it time out for K or out for duties to perform or even just by accompany Ms X back .

But Stupid Mr J Go do Stupid stunt by showing favourism to Ms X and cause Ms X to be super angry and Mr J super Sad and regrete that wrong chose made , cause at tht time Mr J just want to have more time with Ms X thus he will always wish Ms X to be present to performed the duties so he can have more time interacting with Ms X becuase MR J know that Ms X is very busy , the only time that he is be able to intract with her is only during such events when she performing her duties but well MR J made a wrong move thus bring everything crashing down eventually lead to an end of every thing ...

Mr J heard tat from Ms X that she had Done Well for her Presentation ! , really hope that what wat MR J have help her will come to be in handy bah ...
WELL DONE MS X !
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today was a nice day for mi , my back injury is getting better !
and i had bought a new desktop , currently migrating my existing data from my prev desktop over! hahas : )

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It is virus story telling time agian! ,
Mr J talked to Ms X , his claim was right that if he were to turn up for the dinner date Ms X will be unhappie ? cause Ms X mention that she wasn't in much of a gd mood ytd .
but during the talk Mr J understand that currently Ms X is quite happie? casue she has lots of Friends that are caring for her and tries to made her happie !
Mr J is also hope that Ms X will be happie ! very happie for many days to come !
cuase MR J dun like friends to be sad and moody esp is Ms X !

Mr J would like to delicate the song to Ms X :)
Mr J have told Ms X she will not be left alone as he is always a phone call away he will nv break this promise even if the call is in the wee hrs !
Mr J made a promise to himself that he will go all out to protect all his brothers and sisters out there ! no one is excluded in his cycle of brotherhood .



The rain just never seems to bring
the joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains.

My heart can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark.
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in.

If you gave me one chance
to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you

If you gave me one chance
to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I'd never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don't know what to say.
I remember everything of that day

I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance...


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back from kayaking A3
was not a bad day after all .
but at the start of the day while going on bum boat to Ubin we saw a very sad scene and sad case,
that really remind us that the sea is merciless and it can help u so can it Kill u .
as the chinese saying goes 水能载舟，亦能覆舟
haiz .
over kayaking was ok today , did only 2 cycle and off we go home !!! hahas
reach home around quite early as compare to other day s at ubin !
but i gottan the worse case scenario that is my back injury is BACK to haunt mi again! ARGH
damn cannot even sit up properly now ARGH !
but nvm it will be ok in a day or 2 urh ! lets pray hard and hope for mi hahas

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Virus got a story to tell
one fine day
Mr Y asked Mr J to go for dinner with Ms X and due to a bad experience that Mr J know that if he is present chance of making Ms X angry will be high thus , Mr J will rather not go for that dinner outing as Mr J will rather see Ms X happie that to see her sad.
as MR J dun like friends around him to be sad and moody, as he will rather be that person that is sad.
so MR J truly thank Mr Y for tat invite.

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