After so much have been done, Mr J still cannot get over it and move on , although Mr J think that after those thing that he have done he can move on and carry on life as per normal , but it is just impossible because flashbacks still comes back and haunt him !
even though officially IT nv started at all which is true , it nv started at all but Mr J just feel that it has started for him. but well it is just another one way traffic lor is wat Mr J can say .

Mr J have finally understand what is going on this few days le , but the feeling is totally different when u know that a person is there , they might not be 100% always beside but atleast u know that they are there . and knowing that the person is not there the feeling it totally Different .

Mr J will really hope that u and him will be true and things worked out agian justlike last time, but he himsself know that it is impossible , or hardly possible...
Mr J would really really wish that one chance where to be given to him but will he be granted that one more chance ? to submit in that application during application season for Ms X ? will only she has that ans . . .
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