have been on holidays since 15 dec,
all sea activities at campsite have come to a stop le , it is gonna be the last time that i step on campsite ground le , be the time it restarts all its sea activities for ATCs i will be serving the nation le :(
haiz full of sadness when i left campsite that day :'(
but well lets look at it from another point of view bah , it is time that we move on and let the younger one take over , as we progress up wards in to somewhere that might or will need us more ? hahas.

been on hold for all sea activities since my last L1 attachment on last tue , will have to wait till 2010 jan then will be able to go back and resume my kayaking , hopefull i m able to clear my L1 assessment real soon and at 1 go so i can go full fledge coach .

a few more days time will be 2010 le so wat have i been doing for the whole of 2009 ?
i wonder , i think i have just wasted the whole of 2009 away bah ...


haiz at the end of the day i m still who i m a loner for all festive holidays and more haiz ...

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was thinking while on the way back home ,
those who have license drive or rather spend more time on land driving.
but mi ?
i passed my class 3 for a freaking 2 years +++ , the hrs clock is not even more then wat i have clock on driving cleaner wrasse this few days by which i have only passed 1 mth ago ...
funny urh ... food for though ...


haiz i wonder and wonder , are we like wat we are in the pass where we will talk our hearts out to each other and share our joy and laughter ?
even now when u going to 飞 u also nv tell mi , till i recently saw ur blog post ...
haiz ...
why ? why ? why is it like this ?
wat has cause the change till like tat? ...

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i m so stupid , cuase even a simple task like making u feel better i also cannot achieve that ...
failure i m
stupid mi .

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have been online since morning till now ,
doing nth but just staring blankly at screen ...
dun know wat to do .
guess that sat should be spend in water or ubin ! urh
once i got nth to do during sat i m just nt my self
been at home the whole day doing nth but just staring at screen and day dream or zombie around at home


having been constantly checking my HP and msn window hoping to see ur status become online and wanted to talk to u ...
but failed to see u online , Constantly checking of my hp does not spell any rewards too as it is just always at its standby screen with nth that says incoming calls or msg rec'd ...

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i will really hope tat u will be back to ur usual self bah !
dun be like that ok :)

i wanted to show concern for u yet i m unable to do it cuase i promised to leave u alone for now till u are better ... haiz

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I M SO FREAKING BLOODY TOUCHED
i was mention in her blog ! hahas =X
but actually dun need to thank mi de urh !
cuase i also nv do much things also hahas !

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Well things happen things passed.
things passed things happened.
so m i Unconscious Incompetence or Unconscious Competence ???
well only god knows ...
haiz .

maybe i have found u as my new motivation in life or
maybe it is not ? well only god knows

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