Wo ooo oo who went southern island today !
hahas
finally after so long went back to htat place agian ! =D nth much changed it is all the same ,
just htat the crowd is gone cause it is off season bah =)
nice place to chill and nice views ! hahas =)
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haiz should i really still carry on wearing this mask of mine and show u that i m ok de o right de ?
or i should just take off this bloody mask and tell u the brunt true ?
i really dun know how and what should i do .

all along since that day i have been wearing this damn mask all long ...

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haiz my phone no longer show any incoming msgs or calls with ur name showing le ...

it is all beside the point now ...
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Woah
Drove White dolphin around campsite today ! for 1st cycle and also 1st time assisting in Jetty Jump , and so nice the ladder broke -_- ...

2nd cycle and 3rd cycle was back to baru doing wat i do the most kayaking ! hahas did not go out as much as 2nd cycle kids came late and 3 cycle was rain so most of the activity was reduced .
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Was at unit for CUG camp day 1 as 1st aider
following by day 2 as 1st aider too
saw that my kids are now moving up to different roles and they are trying out different things aready
feel happie for them ! :)

i GUESS MY APPROACH WAS WRONG , EVERY APPROACH IS ALSO WRONG EVERY TIME I APPROACH EVERY TIME I FAILED , IT ALWAYS ENDED UP WITH DIFFERENT RESULTS THAT I WANT !!! ARGH !
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Wah Ut today was ok have confident that i will pass ! hahas
whereas ytd de UT was a terrible day and terrible one ! haiz
gonna flunk it !!

haiz as usual lone wolf walking ! hahas living for no one but himself with no objective but random roaming around ...
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ARgh so wat if i passed every thing ? so wat if i had things on my wish list completed ?
so wat if things are done as i wish ??? so wat ? it is just full of So whats

i just dun feel any happiness at all , my heart still feels lonely and smth missing ...
haiz ...
every day is just like walking zombie ,
wat that is on display on my face nt equal to wat is feeling deep down in my heart , every day is just wearing of my mask for different day thats it ! ...
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AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

so much wonderful things happening Yet i dun feel happie at all why why why u ask mi i also dun know why . if there were to be gd news i just want it to be one and that only one ... but haiz ...

how i wish the DAY nv end and the night nv come ! damn hate this feeling at night !!! NB ! ARGH !

At a moment i though i found a motivation of what keep mi going , BUT no that was just a decoy ! to distract mi temp only eventually i m back to the same old spot , motivationless and emptied ...

AR FUJCK HATE THIS FREAKING FEELING !!!! ARGH DAMN !

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Passed MY PPCDL LO !!!!!! after Second ATTEMPT !
finally ! after about 5 mths waiting !
hahas !!!!!! i can drive cleaner and dolphin le ( officially)! hahas

gottan my SCI rank lo ytd show u the pic in a min ! hahas


wa hahas my Pic when i conduct my mini exp to flyer last SAT !


haiz after so much of happie thing that are happening around mi , mine promotion to SCI , getting my PPCDL but when ever it gots to the night i still feel so damn empty and sian
feeling of smth is damn missing yet i cannot find that missing item, even if i can find and i know wat is that missing item so wat ?
things just still cannot get to wat it is and who they are .
haiz . . .
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wahahas
rec'd the new of my promotion to SCI early ytd !
hahas
i rec'd my 1st congraz from mr chng followed by ms chen
Morning Was flooded with smses of congraz from my CI mates !
thanks ! pals !!!! hahas !!!!!

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Back from 1 STAR ATTACHMENT @ kallang!
hahas !!
wash damn busy tml and todau whole day at the waters !
ytd 1st part of day brough my friends for a expedition to SG FLYER from water sport centre
then followed by my 1 star attachment day 1
then today is Day 2 with ITE kids from Central
a nice bunch of kids to play with hahas though not listern ir attentive at some time hahas =X
haas
but now i m burned till the max with a very dark burned sign on my face with tat trade mark oakley shop liao sian hahas !
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