Today Mr J have ponned lesson , all thanks for the delay of the train that spoiled his mood totally .
during the journey back Mr J took a longer route to get home , the Route that his has not take for a long long time.
During back images and flash back of that had happened in the past kept on coming back to haunt him ,which lead to him thinking that why is it always getting so close then it all will have to get to and end... why why why and why , this question keep on coming on to his mind time after time.

Just like when MR J went out with Ms X and gang out , most of the things that Mr J have done is like so many Donkey years ago , and now he is doing it all over agian just because of her.
Things like K session, movie session. all this have not been happening in Mr J's life ever since about 2 years ago since the last time he had with that Someone , no matter who ask MR J out for such event in the past MR J would reject such offers because he do not want to let past memory to came back to haunt him again when he is going for K or movie or event that he had gone before with that someone in the past.
but it is just strange that MR J is going for such events agian when Ms X is present in those events, may be there is some very special attraction force that is pulling Mr J over , with th knowledge that past memories may be back to haunt him but he still went ahead.

is it Mr heaven is playing tricks on him about R/S or it is just fate that it is meant to be this way or is it some one have been putting a curse on him ?
be it Ms X or Ms S or any Ms X,Y,Z ,or who ever ...
why why why why and why is always the question Mr J ask him self and will nv get an answer back ...
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