dun know wat the F is going on now
knn nv been in this F up mood for such a long time liao , ever since i saw my results then stupid F up feeling is all back NB .

may be i have take things for granted may be i have been very complacence may be i have been too slack may be i just wanna get things over and done with may be it is karma maybe it is i have over looked may be i m trying to act smart may be i m try to be the special one ? ? ? who know only fellow up there knows ! that y i m ended up with this stage now ! ! !

world is so damn funny when u need people the most none will be there but when u dun need them the most all will be on standby for u dun u think it is very funny ???

have been thinking one the way back from school having time out for my self and thinking and thinking numerious topic came through my mind it really made me reflect on my self what i have done so farrr if not for the failture that i have gottan today i might not even know such and see such things in another view of life so should this be a blessing in camo ? well only the fellow up there knows ! ...

every one all seems so Damn busy or may be i choosen the wrong time or things are just purposely meant to be like that and thats what people out there called life ???

for the whole day after seening the results when it is being release , my kakies notice the change in me as i suddently gone into a DIAM state but kakies out there dun worrie mi will be fine !
just give mi some time to cool and time for my self and i will be fine ...

i will nv seek defeat ! as victory is so near and reachable when i regroup and plan my attrack agian !
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