part 2 of ppcdl , full 100% of theory but at least not as bad as it was meant or initially thought
not bad , this is not the worse lecture that i have ever attended , at least was able to know what is going on through out the lecure til the end .
NExt stop is theory TEST SMA the follow by PRAC .
really hope that can clear all at one attempt.
now i m closer to that ppcdl card but still got 2 more major stage to cross.
was not in a really gd mood the whole day due to a call ytd to inform mi about smth that was not so nice that have happened. was not allwo to mention wat happen as it was classfied.
so now every call that rings on my phone i will also be afriad to pick it up , as i dun wish to hear that FReaking piece of news tha ti dun want to hear.


Well things happen for a reason , things happen .
well what has done has done , nth can be undone .
expaination have be done, thing will nv be back to the same agian crack line that is form will nv in any way be fix back to the prev form .
as much as i want to salvage this current situation ,condition ,friendship i feel that it is all futile.
nv want such things to happen , but well wat to do ? when smth happends smth solved, same logic as one door closes one door opens.
but this case problem happen but none of those problem that are currently on the line tha tis being solved . . . contradicts dun u think ?
maybe someone will just come and tell mi that life ? well this year is just full of This that are constantly happening ,, dun even have time for mi to breath, well 2009 is just not my year i can sae ?

even wat i applied i di dnot get , rec'd letter from MHA stating my appliation is being rejected,
haiz 2x combo happen in one night .
this is the application that i wanted the most and pinned the most highest hope on yet now it just returned to a complete blank and empty hopes . . .
well is that all that was planned in life for mi to handle and tackle ?
only that FELLOW up there understand and Knows . . .

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