Journey thorugh this 2 decade is not a easy job, Up and Downs come and go. Gone through more roller coaster ride then 6 flags can build in a year or even 20 years.
in this journey there are events that leave a very deep impact in my life be it gd or bad.
All events that have happen even though in surface i do not show that i care but deep down in side i do really care , either touched by wat had happen or Be super DL for that had happen , my face dun show does not mean that i dun care or i dun give a damn.

The road down is getting more and more diffcult to walk especially when u started to understand what is going on around u will understand and feel that every step tha tu have made will make either an impact or something major to someone or some thing out there. be it small or big, there is bound have effects some how, as newton aready said before everytime that happen will have it equal ooppsite reaction.

this few years the journey have been bvery hard for me to walk and finish each of the check point, but every time i managed to compelete the journey and rest at thge check point preparing for the next journey to start.
but this time round i feel that i might not even have that enough energy yo even finish that half of the race or 3/4 of the race , now is only june and i m aready feeling so tired and sian of every thing that is happening, things started happening 1 after another. it happened so fast that i do not have that time to even close that previous case and this event started happening and i have to handle that event that have happen , with things happing at such a fast rate i really wonder do i have that enough energy to finish my chapter 20 of book life. can i just call quit , end every thing once and for all ???
so that i will not have to think so much and carry on chapter 21 if there is any that is coming up waiting for mi at checkpoint 21 infront that is about a few mths's pacing away...
i really wonder...
haiz ....
u may or may not see or read this but this is all i wanted to sae out but this few day shave nt being given the chance to do so bah ,
i just have realise that u have unknowing enter to my life le, i dun mind be a fool in from of other or getting suan by u just to exchange that few mins of laughter or smile on ur face, as t will really made mi worrie if i see u in that DL or sad mood or face.
just hope that u will be happier and livelier as days goes by an dnot in this not so happy mood or emo mode
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