finally piece of puzzle have been found, it pieces all this wandering pieces of the clue around. all the things that have happened all make sense now . things happen for a reason , i m who i m . :) u can Fuck mi or like mi for who i m ...

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Journey thorugh this 2 decade is not a easy job, Up and Downs come and go. Gone through more roller coaster ride then 6 flags can build in a year or even 20 years.
in this journey there are events that leave a very deep impact in my life be it gd or bad.
All events that have happen even though in surface i do not show that i care but deep down in side i do really care , either touched by wat had happen or Be super DL for that had happen , my face dun show does not mean that i dun care or i dun give a damn.

The road down is getting more and more diffcult to walk especially when u started to understand what is going on around u will understand and feel that every step tha tu have made will make either an impact or something major to someone or some thing out there. be it small or big, there is bound have effects some how, as newton aready said before everytime that happen will have it equal ooppsite reaction.

this few years the journey have been bvery hard for me to walk and finish each of the check point, but every time i managed to compelete the journey and rest at thge check point preparing for the next journey to start.
but this time round i feel that i might not even have that enough energy yo even finish that half of the race or 3/4 of the race , now is only june and i m aready feeling so tired and sian of every thing that is happening, things started happening 1 after another. it happened so fast that i do not have that time to even close that previous case and this event started happening and i have to handle that event that have happen , with things happing at such a fast rate i really wonder do i have that enough energy to finish my chapter 20 of book life. can i just call quit , end every thing once and for all ???
so that i will not have to think so much and carry on chapter 21 if there is any that is coming up waiting for mi at checkpoint 21 infront that is about a few mths's pacing away...
i really wonder...
haiz ....
u may or may not see or read this but this is all i wanted to sae out but this few day shave nt being given the chance to do so bah ,
i just have realise that u have unknowing enter to my life le, i dun mind be a fool in from of other or getting suan by u just to exchange that few mins of laughter or smile on ur face, as t will really made mi worrie if i see u in that DL or sad mood or face.
just hope that u will be happier and livelier as days goes by an dnot in this not so happy mood or emo mode
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I dun understand why , in just such time all things around mi changed so much .
so drastically much !
My surrounding are no longer the surrounding that i know
people around mi are no longer the people that i once know
things around mi are no longer the things that i know
all are like so raw and strange to mi
all things are like stranger to mi , only they know mi and yet i dun knw them.
why do things changed in such a way ?
why . why .. why ...
while only the fellow up there knows bah ...

why are u like so stranger to mi , from ur reply i can sense that no happiness in u ...
what have really happened ???
to cause that huge reaction in u ???
or i m the one that is thinking too much ... ???
si wo xiang tai duo mah ???

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back from kayaking area 13/14
can i say it was full of up and downs , really a event for mi to know more about a certain group of people.

got an unexpected situation happened that really tested my operation skills, got a trainer that was being attacked by a baby sting ray.
lucky that wat i learn and read from book came in handy , help her out of water and pull out the sting , she was send to hospital and gottan outpatient treatment le .

during cycles really seen how trainer work bah , got people just go hius own barang or wat and need to have the HOs to acctually come and take care of the cadets where as it is the job of the trainer to push then .

haiz ....
i m lost for words ! ...
but nv the less our email came through cat 1 at 3 cycle cause us to wash up early and go home early ! hahas :)
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hi Hi Hi guys have not been updating was damn busy this few days, helping out for PK/HFS and etc
damn packed week for mi .

finally June batch of Pk.Hfs course have come to an end , hear there will be another sept batch ? hahas
we will see about that when it comes.
have really seem how many different types of cadets now days haiz , how CI are not of any power to them.... haiz
but wat to do ? kids now a days are so ...

after all that Pk ended when CCK for dinner ! yeah got my 1st and last Coke cup hahas =X
after accompany LCLN back while i when over to take 187 , reached home and here blogging i m hahas :)

haiz holiday passes so damn fast, few more days and i will have to start part 2 of my sem 1 and NS are so very near aready, aready saw so many of my friends that i once knew in NPCC, SEcondary SChool and etc are getting enlisted into NS, i started to think it will be my turn in less then 1 year plus time .
hahas .


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Yoz back from kayaking at ubin ! ,
yes WE have made it ! finish 3 cycle with only 5 trainers !
was overtanned !!! hahas ! ( sunburned)
as usualy conducted 2 cycles left 3rd cycle for the new batch of kayakers !
cadets are not bad able to control kayaks , only 2 capsize need rescue.
after that dinner at white sands then train all the way home while on the line with LCLN from buona vista to home. hahas
hahas
ALL the BEST TO UR EXAMS on monday ! :)

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Another Course have ended !
2nd run of Pk have ended !
and toughtest run of all with both day less then 6 helpers but we did it after all with all the Helpers helper !
only dispointing part is that why brother have test when TRainers can discuss the answer so openly with the whole cohort ???

those 2 day survived with only less 4 hrs ? hahas !
thanks to inventer of coffee ! without my best buddy coffee i will surely fall asleep dun know since where liao ! :)

Finally gottan my HARDISK fixed liao !!!! bought a new AC/DC adpther and fix the problem ! wahaha ! good ! .

I m a BO XIM EH LANG !!!! , Cause i have aready given my xim to u le !!!
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