Today finally saw u online wahahas was so happie so many day nv see u online,sms u also nv reply but at least i know that u are not ignoring mi and i might be able to continue my attack le.
but during the conversation i tried to hint u but the replies that i got from u from what i know is that u do not know what is going on. but i m not sure weather have u gottan my hint so far.
so i hereby hope that u will be able to read my blog and see this post as this post is for u ! dedicated to u only.

do u know that since the day we meet up and see each other for our 1st event, i a ready gottan some feelings for u but i though it is just normal.
BUT when we are at our 1st squad gathering and saw u drink down that "special cocktail" my heart achs and i knew it at that time i had fallen for u i wanted to come up and help u down it to my stomach but at last some of stopped u ask u to drink half only. after i saw that expression of urs at that time when u finish that cup was so terrible that i wish i was the one drinking it .
time passed so fast it is about 1/2 year from that incident le but the feeling for u is still there and whenever i want to ask u out , it was disapointing attempt after another but i told myself not to give up as 1 day i will win ur heart.
i really hope that u will read this post and get the meaning as today through msn i just cannot bring myself to saying it as i think it might shock and stun u .
i really hope that u will be able to turn up for AAR !.
if u happen to see this post pls send mi and sms and tell mi if u have gottan the msg behind this post bah ... ...
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