WAH piang today wake u p at 0700 go boonlay mrt wait got my kakis b4 we proceed to JSS for our AAR for ATC/STC.
but i can say that this year AAR is quite friendly and other then a few question as k here and there all for the sake of getting things done and preventing things from happening agian and again after each ATC.
so when it ended a , mi, A ,terence and a few more instr when to super there and have our lunch where we leave the rest , as we had our RA at the superbowl , but i guess i m old liao long itm env touch 10 pound ball just after 2 game my hand now aching hiaz .
but nvm we did enjoy our self , for mi i maintain by score of ave 100 for either 1 of the game. =X
look at the score !


Alvin could be on par with mi or even overtake mi if he had convert the 2 spilts =X
Monday will be ur common test le so i will be here and wish u good luck for all ur coming papers lor hope that u will be able to see it ! :D

though u was not here for the AAR, nv did see ur face there for quite some time le ever since the ATC. miss u in progress . . . .
really hope that i will be able to ask u out for event that i m going to plan in the future like movie trip or recreation activities...

cuase by what i heard from one of my kakis that when ever he tried to talk and ask u regarding this issue u will tell him the u do not wish to know.
so i really wish that i m able to know ur answer from ur side if not i will not be able to know what u are thinking about ...
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Today was damn piss off with the lab today despite numberous attempt correct our lab result it still failed.
so wat my team and i did was just give up the whole lab work after fighting with it for about 1 and 1/2 hrs.

so nth special after that alll the wat till 3rd meeting went on smoothly and it is 4 pm end of lesson,
went back with my CI mates wat craping all the way from woodland till boonlay the journey seems so short when we are joking and craping our way through to boonlay.
reacted home do standard item like RJ and etc.
then just rot infront of my com waitng for her to online but she nv did haiz .
nvm i will wait till the date and time is right and will tell her what i feel so far ! .
so i shall crap till here
my 1st week of holiday is fully booked monday CD course , wed thur PK course !
hahas that i choul dsae that it is a meaning full holiday bah gave almost 60% of my holiday to
the corp !
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WAH i thnk my both UT 2 chui liao la once i load the UT Q i c liao i feel like sleeping liao for that 2
UTs. SIao liao la now really mus buck up and not take thing for granted agian ! ARGH !
just ended a long converstion with A, after he sudden call mi to ask mi for info as he need to fill up his allowance form. heng i ask him to call mi 3 mins later so that i can wear my bluetooth headset as o have long expect the conversation to be a long one. heng my ear not hot and red , just poor A who have to hold the phone... while i can still talk and msn at the same time hahas A next tiem pls prepare a headset 1st ! .

at least i saw u online today and only managed to ask u a few questions. and i think at least i m contented why i sae so . atleast i know that u are ok , and u have told mi why u did not reply to my msgs.
but at least i know now tat it is not a really good time to tell u things that have been in my mind for so long as now is ur exams period so as not to distract u for studies i will wait for the right moments to tell u all the feelings that i have in mine heart for so long.
and really hope that during ur holiday i can have a chance to ask u out , as that is what i have been wanting to do for a very long time ...
and hope u will get enough rest bah in the coming holidays after u told mi ur super long time table.
i guess after the last area event if u attend it will be the last time tha ti will be seeing u on a official basis , and only till next yr then we will be able to meet up for formal events. so i really do hope that u can give mi a chance for mi to ask u out ... ...
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Today finally saw u online wahahas was so happie so many day nv see u online,sms u also nv reply but at least i know that u are not ignoring mi and i might be able to continue my attack le.
but during the conversation i tried to hint u but the replies that i got from u from what i know is that u do not know what is going on. but i m not sure weather have u gottan my hint so far.
so i hereby hope that u will be able to read my blog and see this post as this post is for u ! dedicated to u only.

do u know that since the day we meet up and see each other for our 1st event, i a ready gottan some feelings for u but i though it is just normal.
BUT when we are at our 1st squad gathering and saw u drink down that "special cocktail" my heart achs and i knew it at that time i had fallen for u i wanted to come up and help u down it to my stomach but at last some of stopped u ask u to drink half only. after i saw that expression of urs at that time when u finish that cup was so terrible that i wish i was the one drinking it .
time passed so fast it is about 1/2 year from that incident le but the feeling for u is still there and whenever i want to ask u out , it was disapointing attempt after another but i told myself not to give up as 1 day i will win ur heart.
i really hope that u will read this post and get the meaning as today through msn i just cannot bring myself to saying it as i think it might shock and stun u .
i really hope that u will be able to turn up for AAR !.
if u happen to see this post pls send mi and sms and tell mi if u have gottan the msg behind this post bah ... ...
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Haiz things around mi have been going wrong at such lighting fast speed that i cannot even catch up.
war zone at at hus started war again only after a few days of peace.
so i was thinking wtf is really going is there any bloody Fuckers out there been constantly cursing mi to let mi get such shit ?

at time when i think back why was i in such shit and others can just go all out and enjoy their peace and harmony ? is this fucking world so fucking unfair ?

today when by with nth really interest mi as i think i m just passing time for the sake of passing time today. i m just passing through motion for now.
my life cycle for the today or every day.
wake up,take bus,mrt.walk. lesson as per normal,break as per normal,the lesson , then break, then present, then go home then here post this post , then sleep ... ... thats for today .

haiz i think i have done or moved a wrong step , and right now i can get the feeling that u are ignoring mi , sms that was send to u , u did not replied back unlike ur usual self where u will reply back a bit later or after i send out the msg.
so to be frank now i do not know what to do aready, after u told ur friend that u needed more time as u are not prepared. so i really hope that you really got the chance to read this post .
becasue as mention i m really lost now and are aready need ur guidance now.
now every phone ring and sms alert, i will always though that it will be from u but when i take a closer look every time it disappoint mi because it is not from u but from my other kakis.
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Damn i dun know wat the F is happening to mi today, i realise it when my friend asked mi by saying hey u dun look and behave like ur self to day, he told mi just a simple example a group work for 5 pax i 1 person settle it all and further more all those thing tat i usually remember i forgot them.
they just told mi 1 min ago and i can forget it and dun recall them talking to mi.
i think i m just like a walking zombie today until i meet up Agent A to go back together and only till then i mange to talk to him about the things that happen ytd and on the return journey back home was talking to him and setting up high scopes and ambition for our new going to set up IG
haiz i guess time flies when i can fine people that i can really find time to talk with.
so reached home stone in front at computer became zombie agian ... ...
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Shit woke up today i think i have gotten part 2 of the withdrawal syndrome of ATC, i think it might be due to the extensive leg activities that i have done , and cause my old injuries to come back .
totally cannot walk with i woke up in the end i have to slide my whole right sole across the floor to get to the bath room as my whole sole is hurting like hell and my knee cap also hurt cann be bend. but at least it got better in the afternoon after few doze of the anti pain spray and pain killers . at least now i m able to walk a little.
lets hope for the better tml bah :D

today while i was chatting Agent C halfway he told him that he had just rec'd a sms from one of her good friend saying that she just need more time as she is still not prepared for that at this moment.
After what i heard from C that msg that he told mi, i guess she have gottan the msg aready. so i was asking m asking my self m i doing too much and wanted to fasten the pace so fast till she cannot take it or she is trying to hint mi smth, like it is time to give up and move on as our stage of friendship can only be at the max stage and not move on further le ...
it took mi quite some time to think about it is all this time trying to ask u out, the replies that u gave mi already are dropping the hints to mi already, but i just dun get it ? ? ? or it is really y that u cannot make it for the session ? ? ? .
To mi i m still confused and unwilling to let go may be time will tell mi all... ...
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i believe that now the situation is getting out of control, from the initially only 2 person knew about it to now about 5-6 person going to or aready knew about the issue le
OH SHIT !!!!!!!!!! i think i drop to much hint liao
shit !
i think gona shut down some info for now just in case it get out of hand ... ...

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Yoz guys today is vesak day
and what do i do with my vesak day ? ? ? wanna know ?
i spend the whole day sleeping getting back my energy and interacting with my garang mate chatting . nth much and special happen today just tat the whole is spend either at my com ,tv or at my bed.

when i heard that u have gottan a SA by my garang mates i was sad and feel that i might lost u, so what i did wat to gather my garang mate to help mi get a reply for u of how do u think of mi, but guess wat the reply was very disappointing and i suddently have this very funny feeling that i have gottan sometime back. the reason why i dun want to tell u now face to face is that i do not want the history to repeat like what happen a few year back so i get Agent to help mi check and what i get is a very disappointing results...
so i guess that even if i were to tell u face to face my feelings i guess the results will be the same bah as waht i got from my Agent ... ...
haiz... ...
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hi guys i m back from ATC08. it my 1st time using bahru campsite , but all i can say is that i still prefer noordin campsite because it is bigger and it has more facilities as compare to bahru campsite.
more toilets at least the kitchen have the things that allow us to cook, and imgine that i will have to walk all the way from bahru to noordin just to get pots,trash bags,breakfast,bath, campfire.
and i safety say that only my garang mate and i hold the biggest record of walking trips in between the campsites. from taking the simplest trip of taking trash bag to bring cadets to noordin campfire.

and now to both of us i can sae that walking from bahru to noordin is now chicken feet to us aready as 1 day the we can walk about 5-6 trips(exclude actvity cycles rounds).
as a results of that both my legs now are aching like hell , plus the insufficient sleep for the 3 day clocking in with less then 10 hrs of sleep, i m now dead tired but still awake and dun feeling like sleeping.

but through the camp i can observe that there we have different clicks or groups of instr that will be together, during their free time, there are people that will outcase of exclude people from their group even though that they are from the same unit.
but i just dun understand a fact that is why do people like to go in and interfere other people bussiness that they initially to not want to do and push to other people and now the want to come in and interfere and claim credits? or almost screw up the activity.
Do u guy heard b4 cleaning toilet dun need use water to wash just use rags and pour water the use rags to wipe can liao??? BS right ?
or even power just go in toliet pick up rubbish and clear the barang barange can liao ??? this is even BS to the max !!!!!!!!!

haiz i believe only my gang knows the reason why i make so much trips to and fro in
between the two places and why i wanted to go help and accompany my gang mate so many time to the place that u are in.
because i wanted to see u and talk to u but every time that i went there isnt a chance to do so ...
and do u realise that we talk more when we are online rather then we are seeing each other face to face?
but whenever i wanted to talk to u when i see u , i just run out of topic or just dun know what to sae or to start the talking session.
believe it or not through out the whole 3 days we talked less then 50 words to each other even i kept seeing her...
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hiaz this few days tons of things started happening from my family and things around mi all tarted go change so drastically.
this few day s i really dun feel like going home, once reach home it is just like a war zone u can hear war cries here and there. the war can drag till in the wee hrs in the night b4 cease fire can be call upon.

haiz every day this war just go on i wonder how long will it going to take, will it last till one party move out ? or the other party passes on ? who knows the only thing i m sure is that u can clap with 1 hand. so either party is gone there will be peace .

back to my unit and npcc tml is my camp liao so this iwl be my last post b4 i set off to ubin and attend my 2nd atc as instr.
i just cannot believe it that tml is camp aready and now the org school is still thnk and decideing weather to merge school a not . to me i will stand a the side where the cadets well fare is at the max.
hiaz miss the meeting today due to the war that is going on in my family so my gangho buddy out there remember to update mi regarding the issue later when u all have decided on the outcome.
but no matter wat i will be booking in tml night so till then let mi stop here and get enough rest b4 i book in tml ... ...

hiaz let hope the out come tat i will be getting form u will be a positive one hope that i will have the honour to travel with u to campsite tml bah will be waiting for ur reply asap !
let hope that i will not be disappointed and i will pray for miracles to happen bah ! :D
waiting and miss you in progress ... ...

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WAH today sat but have to wake up damn early agian
why ? cause need to go ubin for ATC recce to know how to play the game !
so bo plan LL also need to wake up early.
reached mrt station we was really but organizer was late =X but nvm la only got a while only .
so took train all the way from west to east boon lay to the last station,
now i know the bumboat operator is some time very hum cuase why i say so they dun dare to ferry more the 12 people. haiz so hum for wat last reccee the other operator ferry 14 in the boat leh .
reach the island , took van to campsite and started our event from there,1st we play sec2 ice breaker game, followed by northern quest's sand castle building , jumping jacks,skipping ropes and the pictorial game aka taboo.
so that ended our trip to ubin while i took the train back from the end to boonlay with my ci mate while the rest went for either their poly BBQ or changi airport for lunch.

Today it was such a coincident that i m able to see u at Jp today, invited u to join us for lunch but i think it is fate bah that u cannot make it and did not join us instead.
but nvm i believe that there will be a chance in the time to come that my missile will be able to hit u ! , i will wait and hope that i will have a chance to work/help with u in the coming event that will happen in less then 5 days... ...
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Sian my investment for my singapore pools has fail and the share price that i bough had drop and i lost $10.50.
Today woke up as per normal reached school only to realise that im the 1st to reach class no one was there !!!!
but u can tell u today lesson was interesting and tired. y interesting cause we get to play with buzzer in the circuit board and i cvall tell u i can now program door bell liao =X cause today my team mate own the whole class by programming a song using the buzzer and binary ! , why i sae tired is because today lesson broke record it ended around 1630 it is the latest just like year 1s sian la !
but tml will be a long day ! got reccee and looks like my coming week end will be burn , tml got recee and next weekend is camp which will meas Friday to sun will be oversea at our friendly island ubin ! hahas and the next day will be a schooling say agian so i can roughly guess that the next coming monday will be a sleep cum dozing off session in class liao ! hahas .

ok la shall stop here liao cause need to KO early so tml got energy and strengh.
so bb ! take care guys out there that has been reading my blog !

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today Woke up At 0900hrs, hiaz no school but still have to wake up so early bo pian LL mux wake up cause need to go back woodlands for talk.
but have nv feel so relax and light on the way to woodlands. this time round no laptop, no time constraint we can even pick our mrt train to take cause we dun really have to rush for time.
reach woodland attend the talk was damn sian whole talk is all about GSM and 3, 3.9G, 4G almost got K.O. in the LT.
after talk went IMM with my family this time round did some investment buy some shares from singapore pools for tml products. and bought a new game rainbow 6 vegas 2 the game that i have been waiting for !!! modern FPS hahas my fav gene of game ! .
wahahas so i shall stop here so guy out thre who read my post pls pls and pls pray and wish mi good luck for my investment and hope my investment will pay off !!! and i will repay you guys ! =D



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today woke up early hahas 0700hrs
at 1st dun feel like waking up one. but because of AreaATC meeting so must wake up do the necessary thingy.
went to bustop to meet my monkey empire mate guess what i m early he was late =X
monkey was late agian =X hahas but nvm we did manage to reach on time and wasn't late
meet the area CIs and off we go to our ci mates hus's muti purpose room and have our meeting at 1st i though i thought that it is going to be a meeting that is full of gunpowder smell but guess wat wasn't it shocked mi the meetin went on very peacefully and nth major happened but what i feel was not really nice is that people make decision on be half of other that is't here WITHOUT even consult the absent party. it mae mi very unhappy cuase it just wasn't right to do so to mi .

so every went on very well and smooth. and we ended out meeting .
just went i reached my next destination for my next personal event line up i rec'd a sms from monkey 5 saying that someone from the area had said smth bad behind my back. at that ponit of time i was super pissed off it waslike WTF want to say cannot say in my face need to say on my back ???.
but after i ask for more info i realize that hai ya nvm la it is just a trivial matter why blow up just treat it as i nv hear it lor cause the fact it i was't even there and i cannot stop or tape others mouth and prevent other from saying us right ? so i told monkey 5 to drop the matter and dun pursue the matter anymore cause it just isn't worth it to make the matter large and it will create a very distin Crack liao in the area now we can spot the hair line crack so what i can just help is to cover it up or at least do some damage control to prevent it from cracking futher.
As for now i just wish to transfer all my energy to the oncoming camps and do now wish to also waste energy on such trivial matter.
just as what i told my empire mate leave every thing to AAR AOB, if u want to shoot or ask or correct u can do so during that time now just concentrate on the on coming camp and made it a success one dun screw it up esp there when there is other area unit joining us .

hiaz it has been a few days le nv seen u online and nv had a chance to chat with u heard that ur side there also got some dishappiness with ur people there. hope that u can pull through and endure till the end as the end is not too far about a few more weeks only ! come on pull through bah ! . . . i will always be here to support u and give u comments !
though it was sad that u wasn present or it might be a good thing, cuase if u are there u will be bombed by those mighty power out there.
and ur counter part today was bring ask till he was very bur ... ... so should i feel happy for u that u did not attend or should i feel sad as i have been missing u for days aready... tried to date u every time but u are always tired up with work haiz ... ...
i will wait i believe tat i day my missile will hit u one day !!! !!! i m waiting for that day !


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Fucking hell now i really have and realize that the understanding between them is really widen and things that are going to be right goes wrong and when i wanted a clearer expaination the other party just reply with a word that is nvm , NB it is against the law to ask when in doubt ?
if u think that talking to mi is a fucking hassle that forget it ,

At times i really think of giving up all the things that i currently are holding and just disappear from this place for good and get some time with nature and find my self back. Cause living at this place and with this type of people is really DAMN FUCKING HARD and is NBCB hard to communicate with them when ever i want to communicate with then i will have my life shorten.

At times i m really thinking that is it a right choice that i choose to take up that course and be someone now,cause whenever i wanted to offer a service or wanted to try smth new it was rejected but when other want to try it is always being approve why ??? .
or maybe what my 8 char does not match with them ? it is very obvious that when there meetings or event my point that i have made is not being used and meet.
at times i really feel that at at area is more of my home and i will rather spend more time with area then with unit why cause i said it all .
so should i or should i not ????
i dun really understand why those oldies when it is time to let go one will not let go and will continue to hold on to that thing and refuse to let young or new blood to take over and try on new things ?

It is not really to call those oldies to F off but at least go to the back and act as a adviser and let those young ones learn and try new stuff so that the young ones will learn from the experiences and not just hear from the oldies and always must stick with the old suck up rules. with is damn stupid i think at times.

Right now at this moment on time i m really at the breaking point already so if u are the Fucking unlucky that have come and F wit mi then dun blame mi that i screw u up down left right center
becuase u are just that fucking unlucky one ... ... ...

i do now know what the fuck is wrong or wat the F is going on in mi and now a day i have been trying to fight off all attackers that are attacking my work like shooting email after email just to defend my points.
can some one out there tell mi what the F is happening to me now ???
exp when it come to a certain topic i will be extremely hostile and cranky with it comes to talking about my points or things that belongs to my area/me.
help is needed urgently ... ...
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