haiz, i just cannt seem to find a place to talk and vent all things things out thus results in  place where it will listern to mi peacafully once agian ha. . . . . . . .


i m such a failture , fail this fail that , so fucked up .
pple sae once bitten twice shy , fail one time next time will be successful will succe , but where is mine ?
fail the 1st time tried agian the 2nd time yet failed agian this time even more jalat i guess ?

have i stepped too far out have i stepped  too much over the line ?  why i m feeling all this ???
 leave class early , reaching the place liao yet have to just go away go bck dun even have the smallest dip of courage to tell and let them know .
why why  m  i like this ??? i know and pls dun blame ur self , it is nt ur fault is entirely mine cuase i do things 1st wihout even asking u thus things lke tat happen ?  and nw u angry i suspose ?

such simple courage i also dun have let alone having to protect u all and cover u all the u all are in help and in need ?  i m just so freaking uselesss fucking damn it !

why why why why ???
why wat ever i do in the end also fail ?
can som eone just enlighten mi y y y i always do ting also fail ?
or i  m just bound to fail since birth ? since the day i was here on earth ?
may be tat is the case . . .

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